Just as Keikaku

Ah, I'm back at home, after so long. Been staying in school the past few weeks, working on Fusion. Working in school, overnighting, I much enjoy it, but eventually...

aargh, i know it sounds horrible, but I dont really like staying at home. There, I said it. Its damn terrible, I can feel the rot. Everything is stagnant in the house. No one does anything, so whats the point of hanging around there? Everyone is doing their own stuff, theres no real point for me to be there.

What can I do there? Stay in my room and play computer games all day long. Thats damn terrible. My home com has been acting weird for weeks and I have discovered the freedom of not-being-glued-to-games-and/or-24-7. I felt so free, not seeing the damn computer, staying in school and doing proper work instead of rotting at home everynight playing Warhammer online. Damn shit, computer games.

I dunno, damn. Theres nothing to do at home, no one talks about anything interesting, I just dont really care for much except for my work.

Love? Warmth? Companionship? Nonsense, dont talk to me about it, I dont want it. Worthless, useless, pointless stuff, no solid reasoning behind it. Rot, Stagnation.

Give me something more, I hunger for knowledge.

Oh Tzeentch, you whisper to me, whispers of secrets, whispers of power, whispers of greatness. Whisper to me, the ever changing winds.

Anyway, yea, I'm enjoying school more than I'm enjoying rotting.

Ravens' Blessings! No picture today!