Wednesday, January 31, 2007

Still tired

Still so damn tired, immediately slept when I got back.

Also, its been so bloody cold these past few days. Everyone's, like, getting sick and stuff.

Hmm, oh well, at least I'm done with all the big assignments. Now all thats left is to wait for SP

Dun dun dunnnnnnn

Tuesday, January 30, 2007

Its done~

Its done~! Its over~! Its finally over and done with, lalala!

Now time to get some well deserved zzz

Monday, January 29, 2007

=x



How to make a Jon
Ingredients:

5 parts intelligence

5 parts brilliance

5 parts empathy
Method:
Layer ingredientes in a shot glass. Add a little cocktail umbrella and a dash of emotion

Friday, January 26, 2007

sometimes, theres no real reason


I'm feeling the same way... ._.

Please, dont let me go back, to being alone... To being empty again... It's not your fault

dont worry about me.

I miss you




People are such weak creatures. How do they think? How do they work? How do they, be? Why do they act that way? Why do they do the things they do? Why? What drives them now? I dont understand people...

Where have the knights of old gone? Brave, chivalrous, honorable, I see none of that. None of that.

The world has gone, all wrong. My armour still lies in the corner, within arms reach. Do I need it again? To wall up my heart and emotions again? To lock everything in, and everything else out? Do I need to become, the person I was before?

I hope not ._.

I changed, because I was sick of it. No one noticed, cus I hid it well, but now, I want to get rid of it, to really leave it behind, in the past, and never see it again.

I know that people care abt me, but sometimes, sometimes... I just dont understand. Or maybe I do, but... I dunno, I feel like I'm gonna break again.



Keep me from myself, remind me that now you are in my life, keep me safe. Let me know.

I know I can stand on my own, survive on blood and smoke and willpower. But its lonely there. Its cold there. Its not nice there.

I dont want to become what I was before. I'm not like that anymore. Not like that.



Thank you, for being there for me. We'll see what happens next.
come what may



What a way, to end a friday

[-]

Lol, Open House

Yea, today was NYP's open house. I was being a Tour Guide dude and, like yea, damn, very tiring work and stuff.

Wednesday, January 24, 2007

Maya

Apocalypto

Wow, great movie. The Mayan priest who cuts ppl's hearts out reminds me of someone very sadistic =x

Don't listen to the bad reviews.



Tuesday, January 23, 2007

Tired

zzz, more and more tired each day, zzz

storyboard zzz




{Take care of yourself, kay? Would be... not good, if I woke up one day and discovered that... blarg, ur ded.

No ones perfect, we're all human, with our flaws and stuff. If you were perfect, you aint human, you aint natural, you aint... nice no more.

But you are nice. You know that.

See them? They aim to be perfect. But nothing is perfect. Look at them, dying, for absolutely no good reason. What a waste.

Now you know, what doesnt kill you, makes you stronger. Dont repeat past mistakes. Learn. Move forward.

One day there will be flying cars ^^}




Lol, urban camo. Okay, random. Brain sluggish

Monday, January 22, 2007

A

(so tired, haaa, dont you feel cheated? =x)

Behold, the Emo Mobile (Emobile?)

Friday, January 19, 2007

Oui Oui Nada

3d test, cannot use my true bankai, someone cast silence, so, you know, was 1 hit KOed. blarg im ded. Lucky I'm not doing 3d Animation.

Genjutsu. Illusion. Fake

Anyway, I have alot of unfinished art lying around, and I'm still making more (Lol portfolio, I like to do portfolio) Have a fast method for doing stuff in Illus ^^ And its not live trace :P

Ohyashit, gotta do storyboard, alot of ppl waiting for me =x Enough Illustrator, on to Flash


* and now I know, that this is real ^^ *

Thursday, January 18, 2007

Hoshi

...actually mean star. Wonder if I should change his name



^^

Wednesday, January 17, 2007

Lalala

Lalala, moodswings. I learnt this word today.

You know, I made this image, and the previous black Blame! style one, and the vector robot before that, and the (crap) blood eye one ^^

Lol, portfolio

Tuesday, January 16, 2007

Neee

So... I think, I know my problem. All my skills are very spread out, Im not very strong in any 1 type, I can do everything. Can do abit of coding, abit of animation, abit of modelling, vector, raster, character design... Thats why, I'm wondering if I chose correctly, if I followed my heart?


Interactive Media, sub animation. A mix of everything... But should I have done Animation, sub IM instead? I dunno... seems like IM gets more jobs? But animation... animation is... fun? Except for... the 3d parts :P


Maybe its alright for me, I dunno, its just so... fast.

So many things I want to do =X So many bloody things...

Calm down


Monday, January 15, 2007

I dunno if...

... I made the right choice today. I think I did. I hope I did =X

Is it alright for me to slack off? I still dont think so, but thanks anyway. I need the sleep

Friday, January 12, 2007

Rain

So it rained today. Chills. And it rained yesterday too. And all thru the night.

Hai, Cold.

Watching Azumanga. I feel all... nice and stuff.

Pretty. Vanilla. Octopus. Is that me? Haaaaa

Im glad that... ^^



For me? Just focus. I know, I'll be alright. I'm like that.

I'm... talking to myself? Who's listening?

But, I know, there is at least 1 person thinking of me ^^

Arigatou~

Thursday, January 11, 2007

X.x

Been feeling very tired lately, like zzz tired. Forgot to blog =x

Finished the Dark Crusade campaign for space marines, now to play necrons. And also, Imperishable night and Perfect Cherry Blossom, again. Dodge millions of bullets.


So heyyy, nabbits!

And also, what is this???!!! I must have it!!!

Wednesday, January 10, 2007

Whoa wtf



And also, Hahaha.




Lol, Japan


Anyway, I'm thinking of doing a walk cycle of Cavvy. I've put this up before, but w/e. See again =x

Tuesday, January 09, 2007

Ai

Ai, why does it...?



Monday, January 08, 2007

Haaaaah ^^

I am suddenly, in a very high mood. I dunno why, just very happy for no reason.

Watched Afro Samurai. Very cool show. Like Kill Bill and Samurai Champloo mixed with Samuel "English, Motherf*cker!" L Jackson. Yea, made of blood and blades and win. Not much story, though, but its only what, 5 eps long, so they have to cram it up with awesome.




Uhh, went with Anna on Saturday to do some stickers, hah. Lookout for Elvis and GeargirlAngel. Haah, had peanut butter and cookies and cream ice cream. I've never had peanut butter ice cream before. Oh wow. I'm keeping this =x



Also got myself some new clothes. Matching skull tees, though Anna is the only one in the universe who has that skullgirl shirt =x
A BBS custom design!

Friday, January 05, 2007

Have you ever...

... heard a french-singlish accent? It is made of speed and oh god im so lost.

Anyway, I finished my animation assignment, oh yea! Took quite a while to complete, but if I actually count the number of hours I was actually working, I think it would be less than a day =x

And so I've read 300. Lol, our arrows will blot out the sun.

Thursday, January 04, 2007

zzz

So damn tired. Reached home after school, had dinner, then KO. Didnt wake up till the next day.

Hah. Tank China

Wednesday, January 03, 2007

Braindead

What, so fast? Yea, kinda dead now. And its only the first day of school? lol

So yea, animation. Animation. Awwww, animation. Animation sucks up alot of energy. Stupid box fold. Now only left with the... everything opening up bit. Yea. And next week is walk cycle. How come paper animation is so much more tiring that flash animation? Its basically the same thing, u still have to draw every frame. Well, not really for flash, but I'm hardcore like that. Tweening is like, for... storyboard animatics (!)

Yea, so Jack told me something veeery interesting today =x

@.@ Hai~!

Tuesday, January 02, 2007

And first collab of 2007

Hah.



And now for something random. Big Guy rocks. They dont make cartoons like they used to anymore. I like that MIB cartoon. It was cool. So was Big Guy and Rusty the boy robot. And Godzilla. Those had awesome animations.

Drawn in MSN, hah.





edit:

Your EQ is 113

50 or less: Thanks for answering honestly. Now get yourself a shrink, quick!
51-70: When it comes to understanding human emotions, you'd have better luck understanding Chinese.
71-90: You've got more emotional intelligence than the average frat boy. Barely.
91-110: You're average. It's easy to predict how you'll react to things. But anyone could have guessed that.
111-130: You usually have it going on emotionally, but roadblocks tend to land you on your butt.
131-150: You are remarkable when it comes to relating with others. Only the biggest losers get under your skin.
150+: Two possibilities - you've either out "Dr. Phil-ed" Dr. Phil... or you're a dirty liar.


Wow, didnt expect to get that O.o I thought id get like 51-70 or something like that =x

Monday, January 01, 2007

First post of 2007 =x

Well, 2006 crept by rather uneventfully, and 2007 entered without a sound.

So I woke up at 4pm today. Hmmm, did some drawing, tried to do homework, but wasnt in the mood.

The first outing in 2007? Jacks Place. Yea, black pepper steak and coke.

Apparently school starts this week, and I havent really finished anything :\ Hmmmmm...



Well, heres hoping to a fantastic 2007 ^^